break up or cool off?

JOON. Babe. You know I love you, right?



But, last week, it has been hell. For me.



When I first set my eyes on you, you know that one thing that I desire from you, right?
The one that makes me think of the dirtiest things that I would wanna do when I get ahold of them.
The one that made me anticipate on how you will present that "desire" to me.
The one that I had to involve another guilty, sinful pleasure with that "desire" of mine in one sentence.

Don't even look me like you don't know what i'm talking about.



I'm in such utter disappointment with you, JOON. It's safe to say that I've done pretty much everything for you.
I talk about you,
I boast your sexiness to my friends,
I painstakingly find my way to dl the live performances so that I can have you for yourself whenever I want,
I think about you at school, at work, in the shower,
I place your pictures in a seperate file folder just dedicated to you,
I always have my eyes to you. Always.
But I don't know if you purposely don't want to give back the sarang to me this last week.
Let me just say...I'm hurt. I'm hurt that you don't want to give me the pure satisfaction that makes want to fantasize you in a sick, yet pleasurable manner.

Now this being said, I think it's time for us to...
*sigh*
Time for us to cool off for awhile.



Don't even try to look pissed when you know you're the one at fault here. I'm tired of blaming the cameraman, JOON. You're just bringing me down right now. I think this cool off is good for the both of us.

Don't worry, I'll still think about you, occasionally...