a JOOMI smut that rocked my bed.

Ok. I know i said that I was gonna avoid fanfics...
'Coz I know myself too well to not let this become my newest daily routine as I MBLAQ everyday.
But there was that one night where I just HAD to read one fanfic to put an end to this curiousity of mine.
One.
Just one.
And I decided to read a smut.

So i went to this MBLAQ fanfic site and, man...
There were just soo many of them to choose from...
Pick your poison.
Do you want JOOMI?
SEUNGJOON?
G.O/JOON?
JOONDOONG?
even JOON/RAIN?

How dirty do you want it?
PG?
PG-13?
R?

I went ahead and looked for
pairing: JOOMI
rated: R (coz that's how it's supposed to be done.)

So, this is the one I picked, for my first one.
And I gotta admit.
I think this got me hooked.
Uh-oh.

I Want You to Love Me

Mir sat on his bed looking at the wall. His pout hid nothing. Joon looked at him with a questioning look on his beautiful face. Mir ignored him when he moved to sit next to Mir.
“Mir, what’s wrong?”
“Nothing. I’m mad at myself.”

“Why?”
Joon placed his arm around Mir and the younger boy flinched. Joon’s touch was so warm and comfortable.

“I’m not telling you.”
“You can tell me anything. We’re friends, Cheol Yong.”
“That’s why.”
Joon eyed Mir; he used index finger to turn Mir to face him.
“Tell me.”
Joon’s eyes were like burning embers. Mir felt his heart beat rise with the intensity of Joon gaze. If he looked at Joon any longer he would crumble to his will.
“ChangSun, please!”
“Cheol Yong!”
Mir turned away quickly. He felt tears building up and he wanted to stop them, but he had no strength to. Joon glanced at the door and back at Mir, who had his back turned to him. Joon knew in his heart that something was wrong and it pained him to see Mir in pain.
“I want to help you. Please!”
Mir didn’t turn around.
“Please!”
Still no reaction.

“PLEASE!!”
“I WANT YOU TO LOVE ME!” Mir yelled.

Joon could tell the young boys heart was racing; he was panting and he was red in the face. Joon wanted to hold him, but held it back.
“Mir…”
“I know right.”
Mir laughed with no emotion. Joon remained silent. Mir needed to talk.
“I know you’re not into guys. Its okay, I’ll get over you.”

Mir gulped, “Can we forget about this?”
When Joon didn’t answer, Mir began to stand. Joon caught his arm and pulled him back down. Wrapping his arms around his Mir, he rested his head on Mir’s shoulder. Mir looked straight ahead, unblinking.

“I do love you. I was waiting for you to say you loved me back.”
“I love you.”
“Then face me.”
Mir slowly turned to him. His fresh tears had made his face wet. Joon touched Mir’s cheek and kissed both of them. Mir stopped crying.
“My I hold you?” Joon asked.
“Yes.”
Joon pulled Mir closer and balanced him on his lap. They rested their foreheads against the others. Their hearts and breathing were the only noises. Joon looked up at Mir and stopped his breathing.
“Mir.”
“What?”
“I want you and only you.”
“I feel the same.”
Joon kissed Mir with his soft lips. Mir felt his head begin to spin. They continued to kiss and moans escaped from Joon as Mir moved his hips upward. The younger boy sank lower into his boyfriend’s lap. Joon felt himself begin to hunger for more of Mir. They rocked back and forth as the tried to gain dominance. Eventually Mir grew tired of gaining no ground.
“Joon,” he said before slipping his tongue into his lover’s mouth.
“What, my love?”

“Remember what I said before?”
“That you wanted me to love you.”

“Well now I’m rephrasing it.”
Joon yanked Mir’s lips to his and slid his hand up the maknae’s shirt. Mir seemed like he could die, but he seemed to purr instead.
“What’s your rephrase?”
“I want you to do me.”
Mir pulled back and landed on the bed with Joon onto of him. Joon smiled at him.
“How hard or tough do you want it?”
“Gimme all you got.”
Joon sexily kissed Mir while somehow removing his clothing. Mir ripped Joon’s shirt off and pulled him in for another kiss.
“Tell me if I hurt you.”
“I’m sure my pain will be masked by pleasure.”
Joon hovered over Mir and undid his pants. Mir blushed when he saw how much larger Joon was than him at that point. Maybe he wasn’t as excited his lover? That soon changed when Joon licked Mir from his pelvic to his neck. A long, lustful moan was emitted from Mir.
“Mir,”
“Go.”
Joon widened Mir’s legs and placed his hands on the inside on Mir’s thighs. Joon looked at him and smiled.
“I love you.”
“I love you, too.”
Joon calmed himself and entered Mir. Mir felt his breath get caught in his throat. Joon was inside of him. Joon glanced at Mir and noticed his eyes were closed. Mir didn’t say anything so Joon began to thrust himself forward slowly at first, but then getting faster and harder. Mir’s moans turned into yells which turned into screams. At first it was tight, but as they went farther with their love, they both became comfortable. Mir moved his hips and caused Joon to smiled and comment.
“Yes, Cheol Yong.”
Mir wasn’t silent either.
“Harder! Faster!”
Joon came about five times, but Mir always wanted more. He replied with the same sentence every time.
“No, don’t stop; I want more!”
Joon had forgotten Mir was eighteen and had the energy of an Energizer Bunny. Mir had semen all over him by the time he and Joon ran out of energy. Onto of that his ass hurt.
“Need shower!” Joon gasped.
“If we shower do you think my ass will loosen up?”
Joon laughed, “Want to go try?”

“What are they doing?” Cheon Dung asked trying to see over the hyungs heads. SeungHo and G.O blocked his view. This was rated R.

...........ay yay yay.............
I read this at around 2:30 in the morning, and boy...
I could NOT hold my gasps and shrieks.
This.
This made me wuna...awww...
I dont even know what to say...
Mmmm...
Now...
If I can find one that's JOONHO...

(fan fic credit: http://community.livejournal.com/mblaq_ohyeah/17454.html)